Having a crush as a writer can be amazing and totally ineffective all in the same moment. I want to share my feelings for a female but alas, I am horrible at speaking. I write it out and tell her how I feel in a beautifully written piece of my heart. Too bad Thomas, your too wimpy to give it to her anyways. On top of that the girl I have a crush on would not meet the approval of many people since I’m only a junior in high school. If we were both in college people could understand, but not now. Four years difference when she’s younger isn’t a great moment to behold when your friends call you a pedophile. She acts like she’s fifteen and treats me as an equal as long as I treat her like an equal. We are really good friends. Being a writer means that all of this love stuff makes perfect sense when we are crafting the scenes ourselves, but the real world dictates that our fantasies are not what happens, a writers nightmare are relationships, and the death of me they shall be.